Hi, my name is Dan, and this is my blog. My little mental outlet. Like a diary but not daily and not really a private thing (obviously, as you’re reading this). I would love to tell you what sort of thing I am going to write about on here but, I have no idea myself.
So lets talk about who the hell I am and why I have decided that my weird and, at times, slightly deranged thoughts should be allowed onto the vastly accessible internet.
Let’s start with who I am. I’m Dan. I’m a 28-year-old male that lives in the United Kingdom (South East England to narrow it down for people). I have lived in this part of the country my entire life. I have family that live in Yorkshire (where my dad was born and raise) and in the west country. So, I have seen some of the country but not anywhere near as much as I should have, which really disappoints me. In terms of seeing the world I am much less versed, having only really been to Spain (main land and some of the islands) on summer holidays and the occasional trip to France and the Benelux region (do people even refer to it as that anymore?). To sum up my cultural experiences I would have to say that they are very limited.
So now you have read a little bit about myself i thought i would touch upon why i am making this blog and the reason so a sudden opening up of my life after so many years of keeping myself closed off from everyone, even my family and closest friends
As you would all expect, and why people do 80% of everything that isn’t about money, this all starts after Heart break. now i will say this now its a very pathetic situation for me to be in and to complain, and sulk, about.
So here is the story. I met a girl who’s mind is amazing, we share so much in common and just the right amount of differences. She is beautiful and genuinely an amazing human being. All sounds perfect right? Well, it was for about a month (maybe a little bit more), we went on dates and had the best time i ever think I’ve had on a date. We got to the point where to share a kiss in public was acceptable and we even spent the night together (don’t ask for details as you will not get any). Everything was going great until, in my mind, the first time she saw me with my top off. Now looking at myself in the mirror i really don’t blame her for losing any passion towards me after seeing that, for i am overweight by a fair bit. She on the other hand is into her fitness and looks amazing, not a stick figure. Within a week it was over after that, without seeing each other between then.
So, here we are July 14th 2019. The day I get my act together and fight to get myself into shape, and save my health. Now i will say this now, IF at the end of this i get another chance with the Perfect Women then i will be over the moon and i will not hold any of this against her at all.
I hope all of this isn’t a complete downer on all life as this is, hopefully, going to be a positive little corner of the internet.
As of today I am 18st8, and tomorrow i start back at the gym for the first time in nearly 10 years. The story behind why i have been afraid to go back to the gym is a long one so that will be in another blog. When that will be I’m not sure, but i will try and make it soon.
Love & Peace
Dan